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HERE WE GO

I am starting this blog as I prepare to leave for inpatient treatment for my eating disorder.  I am a mother, wife, daughter, sister, friend, and I have anorexia.  I am scared out of my mind to leave.  My therapist told me that I could either be admitted to a local hospital or go to treatment at a facility that specializes in eating disorders.  My pride will not let him admit me to the hospital here.  My only perception of a treatment center is what I have seen on TV or read about in magazines.  I am told that I will be on a weight gain plan and will likely be there for thirty days.  I do not want to leave my daughter.  I have never left her alone.  I am so tired of living the lie of an eating disorder so I know this is the right thing to do.  I pray that this will help me.  I pray that this will lead me toward healing and I can come back ready to finish treatment and say goodbye to this disease for once and for all.
Here we go!