HERE WE GO<\/p>\n\n
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I am starting this blog as I prepare to leave for inpatient treatment for my eating disorder.\u00a0 I am a mother, wife, daughter, sister, friend, and I have anorexia.\u00a0 I am scared out of my mind to leave.\u00a0 My therapist told me that I could either be admitted to a local hospital or go to treatment at a facility that specializes in eating disorders.\u00a0 My pride will not let him admit me to the hospital here.\u00a0 My only perception of a treatment center is what I have seen on TV or read about in magazines.\u00a0 I am told that I will be on a weight gain plan and will likely be there for thirty days.\u00a0 I do not want to leave my daughter.\u00a0 I have never left her alone.\u00a0 I am so tired of living the lie of an eating disorder so I know this is the right thing to do.\u00a0 I pray that this will help me.\u00a0 I pray that this will lead me toward healing and I can come back ready to finish treatment and say goodbye to this disease for once and for all.
\nHere we go!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
HERE WE GO I am starting this blog as I prepare to leave for inpatient treatment for my eating disorder.\u00a0 I am a mother, wife, daughter, sister, friend, and I have anorexia.\u00a0 I am scared out of my mind to leave.\u00a0 My therapist told me that I could either be admitted to a local […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-466","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/hopeinthemess.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/466","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/hopeinthemess.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/hopeinthemess.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hopeinthemess.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hopeinthemess.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=466"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/hopeinthemess.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/466\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/hopeinthemess.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=466"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hopeinthemess.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=466"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hopeinthemess.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=466"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}